the day we found out we have u with us..

it was november 2007.. ummi miss the womens monthly routine for 2weeks.. ummi started to think..am i pregnant? but dont want to hope so much.. ummi n ayah did not do any test (because we did a lot of test be4 this and the result was frustrating)..
until 1 day there was a spotting blood.. and at that time ummi was so worried and also phobia becoz of the last ectopic pregnancy that i had a year be4 (14 August 2006)..
the next day-22 Nov 07 we decided to do the test at home.. so that morning at about 6.30 am..ummi did the test.. and tadaa.. 2 lines appeared.. at that moment i don't know whether to be happy?? worry?? scared?? there was a lot of thing came up to my mind.. and the main thing was..what if this is also an ectopic pregnancy?? urgh..
ummi rang ummi ya straight away and she asked ummi to go for a scan that morning to make sure everyhting is fine..
ayah need to go to work that morning.. so ummi went to kohilal with tok to do the scan.. while waiting for the scan.. only Allah knows how do i felt at that time.. and lastly when the doctor told me that u r 5weeks old and u r safely in my womb..everything was a relieve and u've put a smile on ummi face :) ..
so that was the day when we found out we have u with us..