..update..

salam..

waa..it's been a long long time.. it's been 6 months plus since my last update rite..sowi dear..

been bz + very the lazy mazy huhu.... so what happens in this last 6 months?? a LOT!

so dalila dearie..1st important thing is that u r going to be big big sista soon.. i'm already in my 33 weeks pregnancy..so another 7 weeks to pop out..and u r very excited about this dear..cant wait to become a big sista eh? everyday u will come and hug my tummy and talk to ur little bro (2x scan..so far they said it's a boy..hopefully..amin).. some of ur fav things to say is '' baby **** nanti baby kuar baby minum shushu ummi ye'' hehe this is because u know that i cant breastfeed u when u were a baby because I've problem to stimulate the BM and once it was stimulated..u were already very comfortable with the formula milk and reject BM.. :( ... u also will come n kiss my tummy n said "sayang baby ****" what a lovely sister..hopefully it remains forever hehe nanti baby kuar jgn jeles2 ye darling.. but there is a risk about this pregnancy..since i'm not very well and have to be on my medication..so it is a high risk pregnancy..actually this is an unplanned pregnancy.. i was so surprised and terrified at the same time when i know i'm pregnant..but we've to redha and ready to face anything..and have to do a lot of doa.. we did all the test..nt scan..detailed scan.. so far everything looks ok and normal..hope everything will turn out just fine ..amin.. oh okie.. during this pregnancy i was attacked with acute bronchitis for like almost 1month..and the latest is diabetes :( .. okie ler lets move on..hmm actually there a a lot of thing to be write on..especially on your progress dear.. but let me put that in points so it will not make everybody boring with my essay writing which is not sooo good..hehe

1. u r already 2 years and 7months old.. going to be 3 years old this july..huhu how time flies???
2. very very very talkative..membebel like nenek kebayan..so geram with ur mulut!
3. whenever u want sumthing..u will do ur aksi memujuk with ur head terlentok and said.."pleaseeeee"
4. can help ummi to take things on the table..throw things in the bin..and so on
5. u can also know how to merajuk..nowadays when u merajuk u will said things like "nak balik umah opah".. nak balik tampung"
6. and the list go on..

actually there a lotsss more..but cant just think about it now..will add more later ek dear..okie ler i thinks i'll stop now 1st..really will try to update frequently..take care dearie..and ummi want u to know that i love u so much more than words can say...

the day we found out we have u with us..

it was november 2007.. ummi miss the womens monthly routine for 2weeks.. ummi started to think..am i pregnant? but dont want to hope so much.. ummi n ayah did not do any test (because we did a lot of test be4 this and the result was frustrating)..
until 1 day there was a spotting blood.. and at that time ummi was so worried and also phobia becoz of the last ectopic pregnancy that i had a year be4 (14 August 2006)..
the next day-22 Nov 07 we decided to do the test at home.. so that morning at about 6.30 am..ummi did the test.. and tadaa.. 2 lines appeared.. at that moment i don't know whether to be happy?? worry?? scared?? there was a lot of thing came up to my mind.. and the main thing was..what if this is also an ectopic pregnancy?? urgh..
ummi rang ummi ya straight away and she asked ummi to go for a scan that morning to make sure everyhting is fine..
ayah need to go to work that morning.. so ummi went to kohilal with tok to do the scan.. while waiting for the scan.. only Allah knows how do i felt at that time.. and lastly when the doctor told me that u r 5weeks old and u r safely in my womb..everything was a relieve and u've put a smile on ummi face :) ..
so that was the day when we found out we have u with us..